| And another meme for you all |
[Jul. 17th, 2006|11:41 am]
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(Click here to post your own answers for this meme.)
| × I miss somebody right now. |
✓ I don't watch much TV these days. |
× I own lots of books. |
| × I wear glasses or contact lenses. (Not yet) |
× I love to play video games. |
✓ I've tried marijuana. |
| ✓ I've watched porn movies. (Not enough hard stuff though) |
× I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship. |
× I believe honesty is usually the best policy. |
| ✓ I curse sometimes. |
✓ I have changed a lot mentally over the last year. |
× I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me. |
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[Jul. 17th, 2006|10:20 am]
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I haven't posted for an age.
The reason for this is that I have been wrangling with myself. Having had a conversation with a few of my online friends, and having thought about it, I've decided all will be easier in this community if I come clean and explain my background in more detail.
I used to live on the south west coast of the uk. The relationship I was in turned sour, and although I tried, my (male) partner at the time went very bad. I now live somewhere else. Not really wanting to give too many details about this as the reason for my move was to do with the Witness Protection Scheme. I have spoken to my support PC and explained this little predicament to them and they reckon I should be fine provided I don't give much more detail about my past than that.
I am trying desparately to build a new life here and make new friends, but at the same time I struggle day to day with little things. I have a new name (!) which has taken some getting used to, and a new home. It's not much, but it does.
I am at college, and I go out relatively frequently but try to remain fairly inconspicuous. This is a really awkward point. I need to go out and make friends, but I'm not ready for another relationship at this point in my life, so I have to remain slightly distant and mysterious. You have no idea how many guys and girls I've met who I've wanted to say this all to. I could really do with some sex too - but again that's a tricky one too...
It is with some effort that I click the update button as I'm nervous as hell, but I guess I need to take the plunge sometime and face up to it. I'm leaving this public for a little while as I really want to get into the ladies loos comm but it seems they won't have me. Probably cos I haven't posted much and have beena little cagey.
So, ask questions if you like, if I feel I can answer them I will.... |
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| ntl bastards |
[May. 27th, 2006|05:14 pm]
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I give up. this has been posted from a web cafe. ntl have now spent the best part of 6 weeks dicking about with my internet connection (whilst charging me, I might add) and still I get a connection for 20 seconds at most. Can't get onto LJ at college, so I've paid me money and am sat in easy caf.
Managed to get a laptop on loan from the college - very cute IT guy who I managed to chat up did that for me.
And, as a quick aside, I've got no history cos it was to do with the courts. I hope that's enough info for now. |
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[Apr. 24th, 2006|09:07 pm]
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I've been asked for a meme.
I found a meme.
It feels like it's taken me forever and a day to fill it out.
You had better read it after all that effort...
( trying this lj-cut malarkey to see if I can get it to workCollapse )
ASIDE: Had a fairly successful day today. Still have a pile of housework that needs doing too though. Damn.
I'd also love to be a member of "ladiesloos". But I think they'll reject me as I don't know anyone. Damn again.
Update at some point. Really. Although it doesn't feel like there's much to update you on. |
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[Apr. 21st, 2006|03:05 pm]
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A new journal, then eh?
Feels like freshly laundered linen on a spring morning.
Unlike today..... which is pretty grotty weather-wise.
On the positive side of the coin, I have managed to get a great deal done today, even if it was mostly housework.
Think I'll go find a meme or quiz or something to tell everyone a little about me. If you're interested? |
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